Today, now I’m ‘ fully human!
What is this? I know it may seem redundant,
But I am flesh, mind, soul and spirit.
Flesh that feels pain and pleasure
A rebellious flesh that wants the path of mere satisfaction.
A nasty flesh, given to gluttony.
Flesh that has limits , that does not fly , nor walk under water ,
Flesh that walks towards death, the inevitable human destiny.
I am a thinking mind , who forgets and complicates , who understands and clarifies
A mind that memories that should have already been forgotten ,
A fragile mind that gets sick and disturbed.
A mind that has limits , and know nothing amid all that I know ,
A mind that is being erased with time until return to be a blank sheet.
I am a soul that feels , feels the invisible and transcendent ,
A loving soul, a hateful soul, la soul that loves and hates.
A confused soul, easily deceived, dependent and needy.
I am a soul that cries due to my invisible wound and I also smile due to the intangible pleasure.
I am a soul that walks daily to my eternal sleep.
I’m a spirit that seeks the infinity, immaterial and eternal ,
I’m a spirit that hungers and thirsts for God, am spirit that fears God.
I’m confused, deceived by an evil spirit.
I’m a spirit that strives to understand how I came to be and how possible it is that I will disappear no more?
I’m a spirit waiting for a voice call, and for the hand of an angel that will return me to my owner.
I am this weird braid formed of body, mind, soul and spirit ,
I am the all three inseparably.
How is it possible? How to deal with such a mystery?
I have already abandoned my search, I realised that not everything has to understand ,
I just wish in this moment,
Be a real human being.
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